i am not me, but a composite of other not-mes. some shards:

On Screenwriting talk, Charlie Kaufman

Create Dangerously essay, Albert Camus

Machine Dreams talk, Joscha Bach

Don Quixote hero, Miguel Cervantes

E Unibus Pluram essay, David Foster Wallace

Labyrinths story collection, Jorge Luis Borges

Notes from the Underground story, Fyodor Dostoevsky

Paprika film, Satoshi Kon

Porco Rosso film, Hayao Miyazaki

Puzzle Theory essay, Sarah Perry

Synecdoche, New York film, Charlie Kaufman

Long Day's Journey into Night play, Eugene O'Neill

The Crack-Up essay, F Scott Fitzgerald

The Great Beauty film, Paolo Sorrentino

The Kiss short story, Anton Chekhov

The Last Question short story, Isaac Asimov

The Seagull play, Anton Chekhov

Non Fictions essays, Jorge Luis Borges

The Computational Beauty of Nature topics, Gary William Flake

The Myth of Sisyphus essay, Albert Camus

Selected Poems poetry, ee cummings

Blue Octavo Notebooks writing, Kafka

The Road novel, Cormac McCarthy

Paranoia Agent animated series, Satoshi Kon

There Will Be Blood film, Paul Thomas Anderson

Andrew Kortina friend

Iqram Magdon-Ismali friend

Archimedes Banya place, San Francisco

To the Lighthouse novel, Virginia Woolf

Every Cradle is a Grave argument, Sarah Perry

On the Road novel, Jack Kerouac

Ways of Seeing book, John Berger

Reductionism in Art and Brain Science book, Eric Kandel

The Flame poetry, Leonard Cohen

Salt, Fat, Acid, Heat cookbook, Samin Nosrat

Jean Dielman film, Chantal Akerman

One Hundred Years of Solitude novel, Gabriel Garcia Marquez

Notebooks notebooks, Albert Camus

The Death of Ivan Illich story, Leo Tolstoy

Open memoir, Andre Agassi

Thinking in Systems book, Donella Meadows

A Pattern Language book, Christopher Alexander

The Trial novel, Franz Kafka

Heart of Darkness novel, Joseph Conrad

The Lessons of History book, Will & Ariel Durant

The Forged Coupon story, Leo Tolstoy

Against Interpretation | On Photography essays, Susan Sontag

The Little Prince story, Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

The Society of Mind book, Marvin Minsky

Mind Storms book, Seymour Papert

The Days are Just Packed comics, Bill Waterson

Mythologies essay, Roland Barthes

imsa school, Illinois

Inferno poem, Dante

The Nearest Thing to Life essays, James Wood

The Dry Salvages poem, TS Eliot

Meditations journal, Marcus Aurelius

Waiting for Godot play, Samuel Beckett

Caligula play, Albert Camus

Fitzcarraldo film, Werner Herzog

If on a Winter's Night a Traveller novel, Italo Calvino

Overlord film, Stuart Cooper

Breathless film, Jean-Luc Godard

2046 film, Wong Kar-Wai

Moments of Being memoir / essays, Virginia Woolf

Blade Runner film, Ridley Scott

Beyond Good and Evil essay, Friedrich Nietzsche

Arcadia play, Tom Stoppard

The Drunken Boat poem, Arthur Rimbaud

A Dream poem, Mikhail Lermontov

Taxi Driver film, Martin Scorsese

Crime & Punishment novel, Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Stalker film, Andrei Tarkovsky

The Seventh Seal film, Ingmar Bergman

Woman In the Dunes novel / film, Kobo Abe / Hiroshi Teshigahara

Social Life of Small Urban Spaces documentary, William Whyte

Sculpting In Time essay, Andrei Tarkovsky

Journey to the End of the Night novel, Louis-Ferdinand Céline

The Moon and the Bonfire novel, Cesare Pavese