i am not me, but a composite of other not-mes. some shards:

On Screenwriting talk, Charlie Kaufman

Create Dangerously essay, Albert Camus

Machine Dreams talk, Joscha Bach

Don Quixote hero, Miguel Cervantes

E Unibus Pluram essay, David Foster Wallace

Labyrinths story collection, Jorge Luis Borges

No Country for Old Men film, Cohen Brothers

Notes from the Underground story, Fyodor Dostoevsky

Paprika film, Satoshi Kon

Chinatown film, Roman Polanski

Burden of Dreams documentary, Les Blank

Man on Wire documentary, James Marsh

Porco Rosso film, Hayao Miyazaki

The First Man novel, Albert Camus

No One Belongs Here More Than You stories, Miranda July

Barbarian Days memoir, William Finnegan

La fiancée du pirate film, Nelly Kaplan

Puzzle Theory essay, Sarah Perry

Fargo film, Cohen Brothers

The Long Goodbye film, Robert Altman

My Neighbor Totoro film, Hayao Miyazaki

Synecdoche, New York film, Charlie Kaufman

Long Day's Journey into Night film, Bi Gan

Hedwig and the Angry Inch film, John Cameron Mitchell

The Crack-Up essay, F Scott Fitzgerald

The Great Beauty film, Paolo Sorrentino

The Kiss short story, Anton Chekhov

The Last Question short story, Isaac Asimov

The Seagull play, Anton Chekhov

Non Fictions essays, Jorge Luis Borges

The Computational Beauty of Nature topics, Gary William Flake

The Myth of Sisyphus essay, Albert Camus

Selected Poems poetry, ee cummings

The Wind Rises film, Hayao Miyazaki

The Sacrifice film, Andrei Tarkovsky

Blue Octavo Notebooks writing, Franz Kafka

The Road novel, Cormac McCarthy

Long Day's Journey into Night play, Eugene O'Neill

Cinema Paradiso film, Giuseppe Tornatore

The Lives of Others film, Florian Henckel von Donnersmarck

Jodorowsky's Dune documentary, Frank Pavich

Ice Station Zebra film, John Sturges

Ako short film, Hiroshi Teshigahara

Paranoia Agent animated series, Satoshi Kon

There Will Be Blood film, Paul Thomas Anderson

Andrew Kortina friend

Iqram Magdon-Ismali friend

The Parallax View film, Alan Pakula

Tampopo film, Juzo Itami

Ace in the Hole film, Billy Wilder

Archimedes Banya place, San Francisco

To the Lighthouse novel, Virginia Woolf

Every Cradle is a Grave essay, Sarah Perry

Wings of Desire film, Wim Wenders

The Player film, Robert Altman

House of Games film, David Mamet

On the Road novel, Jack Kerouac

Ways of Seeing book, John Berger

Pixote film, HĂ©ctor Babenco

Bande Ă  part film, Jean-Luc Godard

Reductionism in Art and Brain Science book, Eric Kandel

The Godfather film, Francis Ford Coppola

The Flame poetry, Leonard Cohen

Fight Club film, David Fincher

Salt, Fat, Acid, Heat cookbook, Samin Nosrat

Jean Dielman film, Chantal Akerman

One Hundred Years of Solitude novel, Gabriel Garcia Marquez

Notebooks notebooks, Albert Camus

The Death of Ivan Illich story, Leo Tolstoy

Open memoir, Andre Agassi

Thinking in Systems book, Donella Meadows

A Pattern Language book, Christopher Alexander

A Swim in a Pond in the Rain book, George Saunders

The Trial novel, Franz Kafka

The Origin of Wealth book, Eric Beinhocker

In the Mood for Love film, Wong Kar-Wai

Heart of Darkness novel, Joseph Conrad

The Odyssey story, Homer

Le SamouraĂŻ film, Jean-Pierre Melville

The Lessons of History book, Will & Ariel Durant

The Forged Coupon story, Leo Tolstoy

Against Interpretation | On Photography essays, Susan Sontag

Poseidon story, Franz Kafka

Foresickness film essay, Chloé Galibert-Laîné

The Little Prince story, Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

The Bet story, Anton Chekhov

The Society of Mind book, Marvin Minsky

Mind Storms book, Seymour Papert

The Days are Just Packed comics, Bill Waterson

Perfect Blue film, Satoshi Kon

Mythologies essay, Roland Barthes

The Singers story, Ivan Turgenev

My Dinner with Andre film, Louis Malle

Just Kids memoir, Patti Smith

imsa school, Illinois

American Psycho film, Mary Harron

Inferno poem, Dante

In the Penal Colony story, Franz Kafka

Pi film, Darren Aronofsky

The Human Condition film, Masaki Kobayashi

The Nearest Thing to Life essays, James Wood

The Dry Salvages poem, TS Eliot

Kajillionaire film, Miranda July

Herzog novel, Saul Bellow

Alphaville film, Jean-Luc Godard

La Jetée film, Chris Marker

Between Past and Future essays, Hannah Arendt

Waiting for Godot play, Samuel Beckett

Once upon a time in America film, Sergio Leone

Caligula play, Albert Camus

Thema and Louise film, Ridley Scott

Brave New World novel, Aldus Huxley

World on a Wire film, Rainer Werner Fassbinder

Fitzcarraldo film, Werner Herzog

If on a Winter's Night a Traveller novel, Italo Calvino

Candide story, Voltaire

Dr. Strangelove film, Stanley Kubrik

Can we survive technology? essay, John von Neumann

Whiplash film, Damien Chazelle

Police Story film, Jackie Chan

Overlord film, Stuart Cooper

The Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas story, Ursula Le Guin

Where is my Friend's House film, Abbas Kiarostami

Los Angeles Plays Itself film essay, Thom Andersen

Breathless film, Jean-Luc Godard

Something is wrong on the Internet essay, James Bridle

Tokyo Story film, YasujirĹŤ Ozu

How to do Nothing book, Jenny Odell

2046 film, Wong Kar-Wai

Moments of Being memoir / essays, Virginia Woolf

Blade Runner film, Ridley Scott

The Carrier Bag Theory of Fiction essay, Ursula Le Guin

Beyond Good and Evil essay, Friedrich Nietzsche

Arcadia play, Tom Stoppard

The Drunken Boat poem, Arthur Rimbaud

A Dream poem, Mikhail Lermontov

Taxi Driver film, Martin Scorsese

Crime & Punishment novel, Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Stalker film, Andrei Tarkovsky

The Seventh Seal film, Ingmar Bergman

Woman In the Dunes novel / film, Kobo Abe / Hiroshi Teshigahara

Social Life of Small Urban Spaces documentary, William Whyte

Sculpting In Time essay, Andrei Tarkovsky

Journey to the End of the Night novel, Louis-Ferdinand CĂ©line

The Moon and the Bonfire novel, Cesare Pavese